VR notes

Again, notes for reference until I sit and study.

Lareena noted during LTUE that LTUE 3 has gone obsolete. Update or replace; which of these?


That was back in 2018. Now?Weeelll, not so much. Version 4:



Conclusion: Very grateful there’s a V4. Will dive in presently.


I didn’t think it was a toolkit. Was I wrong?



It looked promising back when I investigated it, but couldn’t get it to work back then. Another try presently.



(from that page and important to know): Latest supported Unity release for EditorXR is 2018.4.12f1


We were going to pursue this, so here’s the handy link:


December 31, 2019–Coming back online

All right. Coming back on line. This is your fair warni– wait :: looks in mirror :: This is your fair warning.

I’ll be writing, posting Apophysis flame fractals, sharing stories made with game engines, and maybe even some music. I’ll be posting a log entry every day–at least every day I have Internet reception, which includes the Hughes satellite dish I just bought, so fulltiming in a trailer won’t be an excuse.

And I’ll be attending symposia and conventions. Next one is Life, the Universe and Everything. I’ll be hosting an autism respite room there–I am so gonna need one.

Usually I write these logs in private but they will be here on the blog all year. Did I mention that pot is legal in California? And I am completely okay with using it as a crutch to get through this year.

Well I’m excited–how about you?

Don’t Fear the Reaper

I’m getting ready for the Global Game Jam.

This post will contain notes for anyone interested in the Digital Audio Workstation Reaper, and it will probably wander into metaphors about how becoming old is cool and you should try it.

However I’m writing it as I install Reaper and try to get it to work, so I’m dispensing with my usual rules about being intelligible on this blog. Perhaps permanently.


My first DAW was this one: http://www.muzines.co.uk/articles/mark-of-the-unicorn-performer/1433 .  Performer, on the Macintosh, made by Mark of the Unicorn. Yep, that spells MOTU.

Most lately, I have tried to install the ProTools 10 software that I inherited from my daughter, but while researching solutions the many, many installation errors that ProTools inflicted on my VR computer, I discovered an enticing feater found in another DAW–Reaper (https://stash.reaper.fm/). It has a reasonable solution for ambisonics in VR.

Installed easily. But just as every single everlovin’ DAW I have ever attempted to install has done, Reaper is making me jump through hoops before I can use it.  So far not many, though.

This one is the “Scanning DirectX FX…” hang.

Hurray–the Ambisonic plugin is not a DirectX plugin:


Therefore, I choose this solution: Disable DirectX plugins:

Ctrl-Alt-Delete to force-quit Reaper; restart Reaper; options menu/preferences/ select ReWire/DX tab, DX plugins off, Disable DX plugins Scanning.




Note to self: If I ever do need a DX plugin, see Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/Reaper/comments/79q7pt/help_with_software_and_vsts/






The Blog for Language

As language is my second language, I find I must practice daily, or revert to thinking in images and impressions, spaces, speeds, weights and vibrations once again.

Not that I should shun this method of thinking; but the eloquence of words takes you to places that those measures of reality don’t. And words augments those.

And, the other humans seem to like words.

May this space help me to keep to the words.


By the way–carolynnicita.com is for the other stuff.

November 26, 2022

Since I’m divorced, and want to develop new routines, I will attempt to resurrect this blog. I was going to jump into my AWS site, but probably shouldn’t do that in the middle of an anxiety disorder and so this WordPress site is simpler. I just felt the need to post something, I suppose to prove I still exist?

More seedlings

I’m migrating from Riverside County to the Eastern Sseabord, so I have dispersed the remainder of the live oak seedlings I have been growin my rig. I have planted fourteen and gave another dozen to the camp host at the Lake Skinner campground. Best i can do under time and pandemic constraints.

The “How to Be Autistic” page:

Update: Respite room went well.

The TL;DR sumup:

Do your research.

Protect your rights.

Know your methods.

Maintain your health.

Develop executive functioning.

Play to your strengths*

Question authority.

Question reality.

Lessen stress.

Find respite.

Pick your battles.

Try the 6B art pencil.

Herein I am organizing my notes to leave around in the LTUE 2020 respite room. That way if I get tripped up by my executive functioning issues and don’t produce a final work, at least I’ll have something up.

More specifically, how to be an autistic content creator.

One metaphor: You are a mage. You use your stock of mana to shapeshift into a neurotypical human, and also to cast spells.

You commence battle into assuring yourself that you have sufficient mana. But some of the maneuvers take more than you think. And you find yourself running out. Soon this magic system is the kind where, if you run out of mana you can continue the battle by spending your own life force. And you don’t even realize you’ve run realize that you’ve run out and converted over

Another metaphor: Treat your physiology as if it’s a high-maintenance machine. You can use DeLorean from Back to the Future, where the savantism is the flux capacitor and its PRV6 engine is the mundane but vital support systems.

Use the metaphor that suits you. Get ideas, not directives.

Basically, take your physiology, including your emotions, and get it away from your ego. And what other people think. Science it.

Speaking of Executive Function–

Questions concerning executive functioning replaced questions about religion on this year’s U.S. census. How cool is that? Because high-functioning autistics need executive functioning support and this involves more than simply buying a Franklin planner. Important as this topic is, though, I’m not diving into it during the LTUE gig.

My Favorite Tools

(I am not getting compensated for any of these shoutouts)

My particular sensitivity is noise. (Note:AC/DC is not noise. Go figure.) Sometimes I won’t even realize the ambient sound of your office complex has affected me until I find I have become grouchy enough to make a couple enemies. That’s why a sound meter is a good tool. It shows visually what I’m not perceiving consciously, especially when I’m focusing on the task at hand.


It doesn’t have to be fancy. Just something that makes sound visible. The point is to be aware and take measures before it depletes me.

My wish list includes a sound app which will vibrate when it perceives sound at the frequencies and patterns which start depleting my energy and raising my stress. The evil part of me wants this app to beep like a car alarm when it detects these noises, just to educate neurotypical people.

Just because the world is so noisy and so ignorant, I use these little lifesavers:


At least I did until I broke them from overuse.

These are a more inexpensive replacement:


I got them refurbished. Hey, being disabled is expensive.

I can get by for the day with earplugs, or in an emergency with wet toilet paper, but I find that overuse leads to ear infection.

Stim methods

My stim collection:


I’m doing that right now. It’s helping me to get ready for LTUE.

GeoSynth Electric piano Any freakin’ musical instrument you plop in front of me

The musical instrument I can play in public.




Oh yeah…



Food is not my religion. I engineer my diet. I tinker with chemicals and measure word output and three-dimensional visualization quality that results, in hourly and daily increments. I am a human guinea pig.

I am not posting my findings. Do the work and get Syour own.

Some links:







Full of ads but I’m sorting through it to pick up information


What to put in a sensory room

Satellite notes and particulars

Pings at about 600 MS so wifi calls are dicey

When you lock to the beam, make sure it’s the same “hand” that your receiver is using. Currently looking for my allen wrench set because I just changed campgrounds and I need to set it to left hand.

Update: Can’t find it; back to writing.


Update: Got it working after I set it the wrong way, conferred with Montana tech support and got set straight. Gotta be patient with these newfangled tech things.